This morning as I sat in my bed

I reflected upon what I wanted to ask of God;

Made a list of things to inquire

Boy, was my mind filled with glee at the things I longed to have

“God, deliver to me a car–black, shiny and beautiful

Or perhaps flowers…yeah, a lush and abundant garden,

filled with herbs, vegetables, and fruit of diverse assortment

Oh God, bring me a wondrous family!

Connections and intimacy flowing with love, laughter, and divinity

Though wait…what of my job?

Oh yes, please give me a career that I LOVE

Receiving wealth through my creations!”

And as the list carries on and on

I know by His infinite abundance and Mercy– He gives

But satisfaction evades me

Even after receiving what I prayed for

So…a new list is made: this time longer, more specific

Nevertheless, The One gives

For He is the one who hears and replies with bounty

And still, satisfaction escapes me

Have I asked for too much?

Maybe I did not ask for the right things?

Spent with exhaustion and confusion

I lay on the ground, basking in stillness

Letting my ego wander as it creates bigger lists,

Images of what may satisfy me

Releasing tension and exhaustion

Breathing through each spent muscle

Finally, she stills

A small voice whispers “…Are you there?”

“This life is full of glitter and gold,

And while The One is The best of givers, The most Compassionate

I truly long for contentment,

Ease, love and peace”

Things are things and can be stolen

Sold, cheapened or broken

But peace is acquired,

A gift that can be experienced in any circumstance;

In poverty, richness, aloneness or company

A gift that many of us lack,

Misunderstand or comprehend how to attain

So, The One…

Thank you for all that you have given

Thank you for continuing to give

I am humbled, full of gratitude

Today, I do not desire objects that only exaggerate emptiness

But for the endowment of true knowing,

Unwavering peace of mind,

Purity of heart,

And most importantly– ease

The home in which all hearts truly seek